It is when attachment blossomed somewhere between the late-night calls and hearty conversations that you began to weigh things. It is when you actually expect someone to reply to your messages and remember you everyday despite the fact that you are not in the position to demand from him since you do not have a relationship. Even though he claims to have his heart in your hand and your fondness for him is there, you hesitate to take the risk and cross the line because you keep on waiting for someone else to come along, someone much closer to your idea of perfection.
This is, for me, the loneliest part of not being in a relationship since birth.
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