Why?

Maybe it is necessary to meet them. The wrong ones for you, I mean. Because of them, you will have a clearer sight of the right ones, of those you sometimes believe do not exist anymore, of those you refuse to acknowledge even if they are already in front of you. And maybe among that crowd, there is someone, the right one, waiting for you, too.

Something Intense

I yearn for something intense.

That all the sugary love songs would speak for my lost words.

That I would madly drown in bliss and agonize with every separation.

That even with the uncertainties in life, a peaceful feeling would arise.

That the dreams I kept in my hands would mirror the sketch in his palms.

That it would be a validation of my ability to selflessly love a person out of my circle.

That I would not see the world the same way before it widened within my reach.

That the mere sight of him would calm my turbulent emotions.

That I would move heaven and earth for the outpouring passion in me.

That there would be no need to forget because there would be no need to think.

That if fate would persist for it to end, my heart would mourn for years until I could feel no more.

If It Were A TV Drama

The long series of 'Going Around the Circles' was over. As expected by many avid viewers, it had a terrible ending. The protagonist had lost in her attempts at love again. In other words, it sucked. Her love interest turned out to be a lying son of a gun. What a cliche. Up until the very last scene of their pointless episodes, he refused to be honest about his reasons. What came out of his mouth were excuses. But our protagonist knew it was because of a girl he had a relationship with all along. What a jerk.

However, our lead character did not have any regrets. She took the risk even though it was not easy for her to make. She even made her conditions clear to him. Despite the tragic outcome of their story, she was thankful that he already said that he could not go on any longer. The protagonist felt somehow weirdly relieved of what happened. Maybe because it was a validation that she had anticipated way before he asked to be a part of her life. That after the ambiguity and confusion, alas, there was a definite answer.

She, of course, was disappointed after hearing what her love interest had to say. After all, she had a strong liking for him. She thought she could love him if ever they had a shot at destiny. But obviously, they were not meant to be together. They were two very alike persons that they almost repel each other. It could have been a miserable relationship. That being said, it was absolutely the guy's loss. The protagonist was a catch. Yes, maybe she was a little neurotic but she was someone who would love with all her heart. She was too good for him, anyway. At least that idiot had one thing right. He definitely did not deserve someone like her.

(The said series will have Season 2 (Or will this be Season 3 or 4? Ah, never mind.) It will not have the same title, of course. Everything will be different, from the plot to the casting of characters. The protagonist will now be more cynical than ever. Just like before, she will believe again that the male population is a bunch of shameless liars. It will be even more challenging for her to give chances, thanks to her previous love interest. Maybe she will meet a fine fellow who will change her views or maybe she will end up alone. Oh well, let's just all be hopeful for a wonderful finale for this upcoming season.)