Today is February 4.
Like 4 years ago,
I still feel melancholic.
I still hate hearing the songs 'Suddenly' and 'One in a Million' because they cause me to burst into tears.
I still remember my realization that day, that any awful thing can occur after a jovial event.
And that life is cruelly unpredictable.
I can still feel the pain I felt that day I lost someone in a terrible way.
I miss him.
We miss him.
